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Tuesday, April 23, 2013

The Pitfalls of Moralism

So I know I don't usually get on shaky ground, but I feel like this has been on my heart and I want to share it.
Moralism. Something I've been learning about in class, and from observing around me. People tend to make all these positive statements about themselves as if to prove to themselves that they are a good person and okay. "I've got this," "I am confident." I would ask them, "Are you really? How is the power of your self helping you?"

No, I'm not just a cynic - but the reality is, the world and people that God created have become corrupted because of sin, and we can't do good on our own.  Jesus says this, and I don't think enough Christians really take this seriously. John 15:4-5 says
"Abide in me and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit by itself, unless it abides in the vine, neither can you, unless you abide in me. I am the vine; you are the branches. Whoever abides in me and I in him, he it is that bears much fruit, for apart from me you can do nothing."
 Because of our sin, we can do nothing on our own. But through the power of the Spirit, we can do whatever is in God's will. Our problem however is that we think we can do so many things. After a bad test, we say, well, I can study harder next time. I can do better. But according to Jesus in this passage we can't. When we try to do things in our own will, we don't get very far.

"The Christian life is what you do when you finally realize you can do nothing." - Dallas Willard

And don't get me wrong, I find myself trying to do things on my own power just about every day. I spent the greater part of my job last summer thinking I was a superhero out to save souls. But God kept reminding me that it was his hand working in those youth to change their life, not me. It is so easy, we want all the glory, but it is God's alone. That is the purpose of John the Baptist's ministry - to point other to the come one, Christ, who would redeem the people of their sin.

Paul warns us of this, and also encourages us through it. Check out Romans, especially chapter 8. He begins by saying "there is therefore no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus." We are not condemned for our sin and times we messed up, but "For God has done what the law, weakened by the flesh, could not do" (v3). So God knows that our flesh is weak, so that's why he died on the cross, so we can live a life of the Spirit, abiding in the vine.
"For those who live according to the flesh set their minds on the things of the flesh, but those who live according to the Spirit set their minds on the things of the Spirit. For to set the mind on the flesh is death, but to set the mind on the Spirit is life and peace... Those who are in the flesh cannot please God." (Rom. 8:4-8)
But the good news is that we are no longer in the flesh but in the Spirit, and believers have the Spirit living in them. So we can do good, but not by the power of our own self, the flesh. And through the Spirit we are sons of God, and the Spirit bears witness to that.

Jesus did not die on the cross for us to do righteous and good works. Jesus died on the cross to redeem our sinful nature so that we can learn to love him. If you are a Christian and struggle by your conscious telling you to do good works, let that go. Instead, seek Christ, live by his Spirit, and these things will be the byproduct.
Next time you find yourself entangled in sin, do not let guilt and shame get the best of you - rather seek Christ and find love in your sin, for it is sin that turns God's children back to himself. I dare say, don't shy away from sin, if you're only going to let it set a moralist pattern. Instead, find grace despite and within your sin.

This is why many people fear ritualistic acts in the church - because it becomes a cycle of doing an act instead of loving the God the act was created for. Ritualism can creep into any areas of our life if we let it. Ask the Spirit to be a part of your everyday life. Spend time in centering prayer focusing on him and opening yourself to him and see how your life will be transformed. I think this is what Paul is getting at in Romans 12:2: "Do not be conformed to the patterns of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind." Let the spirit transform and renew your heart.

So how do you know if you are a moralist? First, their conscience acts as a moral tutor with the response "I'll do better." They use truth that leads to conviction, which leads to shame (something is wrong with me), which then leads to guilt (as fear).  This then leads to the neurotic self talk and feelings of moral failure where people use obedience as an antidote to shame, guilt, and moral failure.
However, a healthy conscience is a tutor to Christ. They take the truth which leads to pangs in conscience and feelings of guilt, shame, and moral failure, but instead use healthy self talk to lead them to Christ and confession.  Healthy self talk looks like this: "I don't want in my own power to keep the will of God to deal with shame and guilt. I cannot do it in my own power." From here, this person decides they don't want to hide or cover their sin, but confess it and open their arms to forgiveness and freedom.
The bottom line from this is that obedience (moralism) is not the answer to guilt and shame which we all feel from sin.

My dear brothers and sisters, take this to heart and open your spirit to the Holy Spirit's work in your life. Drink from the living water and run into the embrace of your Savior, for nothing is greater.

I hope this all makes sense and was not condemning in any manner. I aim to write as God has been teaching me. Believe me, if I knew how to not be a moralist, I wouldn't write this. And I would love more discussion on this, whether here or in person. I don't have all the answers. God bless!

Great thanks to Dr. Phillip Bustrum from Cornerstone University, Dr. John Coe from Biola Universtiy, Dallas Willard

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

Going to Europe


Jehovah Jireh

Jehovah Jireh, my God provides!

God has literally done a miracle. The money for my Europe trip was due yesterday, but God did some serious provision work.

As of Friday before our mini-tour weekend, I needed $2,038.50. (Or something like that). What seems to human hearts as something impossible to raise in two weeks. But God showed me how he is bigger.
This weekend our Choir went on a mini weekend tour around lower Michigan with stops in Luddington, Charlotte, Lansing, and Hudsonville. And from the very moment we walked off that bus into Luddington High school for our first gig, God was working. I'll tell the story of Mr. Parker and what happened in Luddington later, but first I want to explain my money situation.

So the first night we stayed in Luddington and my cousin Karen and I were visiting with our host family. They were a great family with two younger girls. It was great to get to know them more. The next morning though, we had to leave and as we were leaving, they handed me a check for $400!
I shared this huge praise with our director and he was excited for me as well!

The next day was Sunday, and my mom called me to tell me that someone handed er a check at church, another said a check was on the way. Awesome! But then my mom shared that I needed money in a very short time frame as a prayer request in her Sunday school class - and someone decided to anonymously donate the rest of my tour funds! It was literally a miracle and I was in tears when she told me.

Just earlier that week, I had decided that I was probably not going and didn't want to get my hopes up. Then the speaker in chapel that Wednesday, the speaker said something along the lines of "I know you got money troubles, but don't give up - you go get it, and get it to win!" It kind of put me in my place and I felt God was saying to me, "why are you giving up?" Then that weekend all my funds were provided.

I tell this story to not only say how grateful I am for generous people, but for how grateful I am that God moved in hearts of people, and provided for me to go on a trip HE has called me to go on!
Since then, I had a few more donations as well, enough to cover my cost and a little left over to help others. Also this is probably more exciting yet, all 30 of the chorale members raised money in similar ways, that are only by the mighty provision of the Lord! He is so good, and called us to go, and so we are rejoicing because we have the opportunity to do the Lord's work in Europe!

Praise Him today for he is Yahweh, Jehova Jira, El Shadai. (Lord, the God who provides, and God with us).

Just some words I needed to hear in my time of need:
27 And which of you by being anxious can add a single hour to his span of life?[a] 28 And why are you anxious about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow: they neither toil nor spin, 29 yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. (Matthew 6:27-29)

And our theme passage for this tour:

My heart is steadfast, O God,
    my heart is steadfast!
I will sing and make melody!
     Awake, my glory![b]
Awake, O harp and lyre!
    I will awake the dawn!
 I will give thanks to you, O Lord, among the peoples;
    I will sing praises to you among the nations.
 For your steadfast love is great to the heavens,
    your faithfulness to the clouds.
 Be exalted, O God, above the heavens!
    Let your glory be over all the earth!

(Psalm 57:7-11)